Time to make amends

Im tired of being a bad friend,

The type that’s afraid to hurt your feelings by telling you the truth,

cause sometimes the truth hurts, it doesn’t sugarcoat.

I wanna be genuine and make you uncomfortable with our discussions and tell you move your a** cause God helps those who help themselves, instead of waiting on a hand out or bread,

You work hard cause you wanna be fed,

I wanna know I did all I could to make you a better version of yourself,

Because who you are is a reflection of me,birds of a feather flock together you see.

I cant be only ambitious for me, I gotta live to motivate you,if I dont inspire you to do as me or better, then I’ve failed as a friend.

I wanna stop being a bad friend,I wanna listen more,stop being stuck in my own head, listening to you vent,

Instead of having the answers I wanna be there for you instead,a safe place you can lay your head.

I wanna know I did all I can to be there for you,even if you wont there for me.

Cause its in my heart to be this way and maybe its someone else job to be an Angel to me.

So from today I wanna be what the definition of a good friend is.

And say it as it is cause you guys are still alive,I can still mend my mistakes.So forgive me for taking yall for granted and not being there when I should.

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Little girl with a vision

Little girl with a vision,

Who once had one shoe,

Now has many options,

Never took light the words of advice,that her dad gave to her ,

To be independent and have her own,

Little girl with a vision,avoid comparisons that cause sadness to linger,

Choose happiness,

Believe in yourself,

Your existence is a blessing and you can do this!

Go for it!

Written by

LGuiste

A walk in the afternoon

Today I decided to take a walk behind the houses,

The road that leads to the forest,

The dirt road,battered by vans and four wheels,

That walk that not only got my heart pumping and my brows sweaty,

But had my mind creative and my inspiration soaring,

Inhaling clean air at every step,

Taking in nature at its best,

As I walked every tree had a story to tell and wanted me to stay,but as began to run a little their voices fade away,

The beauty of each flower,the birds as they sang out,

Made me stop and appreciate what life is all about,

The little things

Written by Laurna Guiste

Disaster Zone

Hey loves,

How are you guys doing? Hope you guys are doing good and that this post meets you in good spirits. It’s been a minute since I’ve written a bloggy blog on here talking about my life and what’s going on. Well I live in the Caribbean for those of who who don’t know,I live in the nature Isle of the Caribbean,Dominica. I would also like to give a huge shout out to my new followers,I really appreciate the follow and to my devoted blog readers who like every post I’ve posted huge Thank you,you’re the real MVP’s!!

Well I’m writing this post and I’m multitasking and watching 5 Volcanoes that could erupt soon,well there is a volcano who has erupted in St Vincent as we speak and it has been scary as it keeps erupting. These people have to flee their homes and make it to a shelter that people are saying has persons with Covid. Now not only are we in a pandemic that doesn’t wanna seem to end,we’re up against nature and whatever it decides to send us. Am I the only one believing that our time is coming shorter and the earth is getting warmer. I can even feel a sudden heat on my back as I write this geeez! This situation really hits home,as I know exactly what these people are going through as I had to evacuate my home a few years ago when a Tropical storm,one who took my brother along with the lives of many others,forced us to leave our community without knowing where we were heading. So I know what loss feels like and the sad part is,you have no control.

Disasters are ever present and they remind us of how vulnerable we all are and one day it’s gonna be the end for us all. I honestly feel the world ending by fire is going to be volcanic fire,or some meteor blasting us up. Anyways this post wasn’t intended to be dark, or to scare you ,but unfortunately this is our reality,life is upside down.

Life has been unprecedented and more and more I’m realizing that life is short and we just don’t know what to expect.

So ,what does one do ? I say trust God,get back to praying,as now is not the time to second guess the end times as we’re already in it.Let’s ensure death does not get us unprepared and not ready,lets prepare our souls to meet it’s maker. Also.cherish those in your circle,hold them close and make the effort to be where they are,see them,listen to them.

Until next time,see ya!

Written by

Laurna G

Trust God

These days are uncertain,unclear,

What’s next, Seems we wont see what’s coming,even with specs,

Our days go fast and so does our energy,

But Lord yet will I trust thee,

In the added stress,brutality and pain,

Racial injustice and people going insane,

We need you,

When all we got is questions more than answers,

In our fear we boldly cry Jesus,

For we wont forget you or the message of the cross.

We run to our refuge and tower,

For when the earth shakes,in you we are safe,and taken higher,

Cause we trust you.

Written by

LG

My sweet Valentine

Forget the roses,

Forget the chocolate,

Wrap yourself up in this blanket,

Cause babe you’re the gift,

Your presence none can duplicate,

They’ll just make mistakes,

Your loving Im sure to take,

Its the real deal,nothing fake,

So glad that we flow in love,

And God sent you from up above,

We fit together like hand and glove,

I keep counting my blessings,

Cause baby your my biggest flex!

Written by

L.G

46 President

As one leaves another steps into the office,leaving trails of orange brick roads,

One that isn’t guaranteed to lead us home,

Black long jackets,dark gloves and quivering voice,

The people didn’t have much of a choice.

And as a day ends a new one begins,and the room goes quiet and everyone is asleep,

We’re anxious to know what ideas the new leader brings.

We want an overnight change

But it wont come so,

We must work from the ground and get to the top.

Forget colors,come together,

Pray more than ever,cover your family and kids,

For we have never seen such a year as this.

Written

By L.G

My loving bed

In my loving bed I am her,I am she,

She who is empowered,who inbetween her legs lies the power,

The power to manifest,bring the birds to my nest and offer me a sweet escape from my rent that’s due,

My bills get paid though,he offers to pay them well before the night is through.

In my loving bed I am loved,lied to and made love to,

My taboos are unleashed and we become free,

But as soon as he leaves his scent makes me nauseated,Im terrified of the dark as they call out my demons,

Im afraid to be alone and its sad that my sweetness,wetness is temporary for Im left dry,unwanted

My plane had landed with no destination..

My sheets are stained and no help to clean it..

Written by

L.G

Inspired by Spike Lee’s she’s got to have it.

Was inspired

By the stroke of your hand on my skin,

The scent of morning coffee,butter cookies,

The Mystery of the night,the way they light a millions gallaxies so bright,

Inspired by the scent of your body,the filling up of my nostrils as you hold me,

The way you whisper my name,

The way you love me all the same,even when there is nothing to be gained,

But my time and love,

Our love inspires me

Written by

Laurna Guiste

In this Moon

Tonight in this moon,

I recall the earthy scent of his perfume,the taste of leaves beneath his tongue,

In this moon,I recall walks, talks and spontaneous kisses,

Ahh that memory my heart misses,but my mind knows better than to be stuck here in nostalgia.

But tonight I remember that time when we were together,

Smoked weed in the darkness,spoke downright madness,

Trespassed inhibitions and danced in the twilight of the morning,

In that moonlight night

Life enrolled like a movie that I led,a wild book that I read,

In this moonlight these thoughts play in my head

Tonight.

Written by

L.G