Im tired of being a bad friend,
The type that’s afraid to hurt your feelings by telling you the truth,
cause sometimes the truth hurts, it doesn’t sugarcoat.
I wanna be genuine and make you uncomfortable with our discussions and tell you move your a** cause God helps those who help themselves, instead of waiting on a hand out or bread,
You work hard cause you wanna be fed,
I wanna know I did all I could to make you a better version of yourself,
Because who you are is a reflection of me,birds of a feather flock together you see.
I cant be only ambitious for me, I gotta live to motivate you,if I dont inspire you to do as me or better, then I’ve failed as a friend.
I wanna stop being a bad friend,I wanna listen more,stop being stuck in my own head, listening to you vent,
Instead of having the answers I wanna be there for you instead,a safe place you can lay your head.
I wanna know I did all I can to be there for you,even if you wont there for me.
Cause its in my heart to be this way and maybe its someone else job to be an Angel to me.
So from today I wanna be what the definition of a good friend is.
And say it as it is cause you guys are still alive,I can still mend my mistakes.So forgive me for taking yall for granted and not being there when I should.